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Thursday, July 28, 2011

她就在你身边，却总是想着别人，这是最遥远的爱情
明知道他不爱妳，妳还是爱他，这是最孤独的爱情
有人爱你，你却不爱她，这是最沉重的爱情
有人爱妳，妳却不敢爱他，这是最压抑的爱情
无法确定他会不会爱上你，就先付出，这是最勇敢的爱情
不管她爱不爱你，都决定要爱她，这是最宽容的爱情
得不到她的爱，就收回你的，这是最怕受伤的爱情
因为失去，才想拥有的爱，这是最后知后觉的爱情

－－《摩登新人类》

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Monday, April 04, 2011

back from taiwan for about a week.. slacked till now.. haha... anyway.... taiwan trip was SUPERB!!!! slow and steady pace... no rush... everyday have destinations to go and have fun... sightseeing and shopping.. plus LOTS of eating (and of course i grew fatter from it T.T)... asked my cousin out as well... went to walk his school's basketball match.... loads of stuff.. hmm... this is my 1st trip on my own... as in without adults... a sole trip planned and enjoyed on my own (of course with my 2nd sis too)... an unique experience seriously.. well one definite thing is getting lost (or rather wrongly directed).... haha... if not in a rush getting lost quite good too... cause there's one night we some sort of got lost so we walked a VERY, EXTREMELY long distance to get to the metro station.. i quite enjoyed it... cause weather is cooling... haha.. but my sis was complaining... oh about the weather... i should say generally is great except for the 2 days of han2 liu2... freezing cold that once step outdoor my body started trembling uncontrollably.... the rest of the days were fine... hmm.. food was great of course.... shopping was alright for me but my sis say not enough.. sightseeing not bad... all in all it was a GREAT trip.. hope i can have another one soon =D... and oh! THANKS daddy for sending me home from airport when we came back =D

P.S. all the photos are up in my album (link under my profile)

P.S. P.S. currently jobless howz.....

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Friday, March 04, 2011

当我领到成绩单时，心里半分兴奋都没有，只有满满的不安。因为潜意识里似乎明白，成绩并不会理想。
看着手上糟糕的成绩，再看见好友对着她的成绩单喜极而泣，我领悟到至理名言并非纸上谈兵。因为那一刻，我深深体会何为“一份耕耘，一份收获”。
眼眶强忍的泪水、嘴角的强颜欢笑，都无法掩盖心里的沉重与担忧。我真的，重重地摔了一跤。
在独自发泄，心情也渐渐沉淀后，今天出门的情景浮现脑海中。。。
刚从家里出发不到五分钟，天空就瞬间下起倾盆大雨。好不容易找到避雨处期望雨势能暂缓，但雨水仍像关不了的水龙头，来势汹汹。当我下定决心，正冒着雨跑向巴士站时，雨又突然停了。。。
坐在巴士座位看着书，翻了页面发现标题写着：“要一直往前走噢：擦掉眼泪，继续往前，逃避只会让痛苦更扩大”。然后，下一章的内容恰巧又写着：“很多人遇到挫折，就会想逃跑；或者是拼命忘记它，假装它根本没发生。你要学会摸摸它，不要害怕它，因为只有好好摸过挫折的人，才会越来越棒！”。。。
现在回想起来，中午发生这一连串莫名其妙却不约而同的巧合，似乎是为了过后领成绩所埋下的伏笔。它们像是在告诉我：雨过，天就晴了。

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Saturday, February 19, 2011

an update after ONE MONTH!!!! haha... kk.. been rather busy... cause mid jan started job training and recently went into operations.... so everyday busy and tired.. plus chinese new year and my birthday... so for this one month my life was eventful... haha... anyway.. hmmm where to start... ok.. lets start with chinese new year then... this year never go back malaysia cause no car back XP... and then first 2 days of chinese new year were spent at home with my sis, cousin and his friends on the mahjong table... dont be surprised... its truw.. 2 whole days of nothing but mahjong.. of course we did have intervals for mealtimes and sleep time... after that i started going ppl house bai nian.... went to zhan peng, krist, lin, zhou lao shi, ronald and paul house... and as usual.. it is during these times that all the "long lost friends" gather.. hahha.. as in friends that dont see often.. so managed to meet up with quite alot ppl... thats about it for new year.. my birthday nothing much actually.. cause happen to be during new year... and also many friends busy.. so didnt actually celebrate much... went out for one dinner only... but anyway.. still.. thanks to ALL the friends that have given me their wishes.. and of course the presents... i will try my best to use them XP... lastly... hmmm.. work... cause quite confidential so i shall not mention much... what i can say is... my colleagues from the training class are a bunch of funny ppl... maybe because we are of the same age or just 2-4 years older... thats why it is easy to click... operations was rather scary at first.. cause very lost.. but now kind of get used to it already... so should be alright.. anyway... next week i will chiong ot.. haha...

P.S. have been thinking of writing but did not seem to have any inspirations lately.. think my skills deteriorated...

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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!!! haha a bit too late and far from the previous (no choice too lazy ah XP)... anyway... after slacking for 2 weeks I FINALLY START WORK AND NIGHT COURSE!!!! haha... so chaotic.. slack then slack till can rot and mould.. start then start till schedule fully packed... anyway today's my first day of on-job training... zzz.. i should say IT'S DISASTROUS!! cause my agent NEVER inform me ANYTHING (aside from the info on the contract) and never get back to me when i called yesterday and she was unavailable.. then when i called after my first night course she off work liao.. ZZZZ.. so today morning i report to work NOT KNOWING WHAT TIME TO REPORT WHERE TO REPORT AND WHO TO REPORT TO!!!! URGH!! in the end.. made alot of attempts in vain and detours etc etc.. so i end up reporting to my training venue late =.= .. but luckily i saw someone familiar from the interview so at least got company.. other than this everything else's fine.. the trainer is very nice.. but quite alot of info to absorb... anyway i started my night umpire course yesterday.. haha... so now i'll be busy going to work in the day and the courses at night.. BUSY

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
haha.. just woke up about 2 hours ago... yesterday went to chalet to celebrate christmas.. for the first time of all the bbq.. i get to sit down and not do anything.. just wait to be served and eat.. haha.. shuang... anyway.. we played and chatted plus watch a movie.. i kept dozing off in the cinema cause really too tired.. didnt plan to stay overnight at first but agreed upon request (plus coercion)... but its SUPER fun.. never see some of my seniors and friends for half a year le.. and it's been a long time since we sat down and bond together.. haha... played games as well... polar bear =.= (with the PS from CE =.=).. was awake till about 6am then cab home.. slept throughout the cab trip and died out on bed....

my xmas present from the gift exchange (happened to be from krist so i put our photo in =D)

YAY!!! the kids' camp finally ended!!! phew! seriously.. the energy level of the kids is really hard to keep up with.. esp we had a 3-day-2-night camp... wah... everyday all the facilitators super tired.. and we all tried to escape into our refuge room (aka the operating room) as often as we can... haha... i think cause the whole camp we planned it so weeks of work followed by executing it drained our energy... but the kids are cute la.. and seeing their joy makes our effort worthwhile.. sense of satisfaction... (even though we grumble alot in the process haha)...

lastly.. i realised ever since 23rd nov (which is the 1st day after my 2nd last paper).. i've been busy.. everyday have program... and everyday wake up early.. think the latest i woke up was 8am.. so for about one month i havent sleep until natural wake... zzz... luckily ALL my work, camp, planning, competition etc etc ended.. so... I AM FREE NOW!!!! all i do now is go for interviews and hopefully i can get a regular work for next year (for some weird reason i feel very insecure without a job)... right here i have to apologise to all my friends for the unsuccessful attempts in asking me out... BUT! since now i'm free (or at least will be till end of this year)... i'll be able to make it for nearly all invitations =D

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

came back from my port dickson trip... went to play competition.. all 4 singapore teams got a medal and mine a bronze.. so well done... haha.. anyway... i took some pictures...

busy recently with camp and work.. and also applying for jobs... zzz... need to find time to pack my room and clear away stuff.. as well as looking into scholarship applications... zzz.. BUSY

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